well Matt bought me flowers to apologise for the "let down" times which was really sweet,. i've told him exactly where he stands and its ok again. although im feeling really shitty and worthless and my "friends" are hardly friends anymore because we never even speak never mind see each other, and i have made effort. given not alot just texts and posted invitations but no one gives a shit to respond so fuck it all, tomorrow night im just gonna use my beautiful shallow money to get fucked off my brain and do things my way.
yay team drugs <3